this is it!!! i'm done

Sembreak is over!!! Oh gosh… even though I have spent my brief vacation in a good way, it can never be enough for me!! Of course, I wanted more of this!! Who doesn’t?! Everybody wants a long vacation?! Away from stress, pressure, anxiety, constant worry, tension, hassle and all that!! Aww…. No more endless movies…=c midnight snacks.. Long chats over the phone.. Endless beauty sleep…=c Second sem is coming.. Actually it’s going to start tomorrow!! And it only means.. hello HELL!!! Arghh… every good thing has it's own end..=c

Ok back to the sembreak stories…^_^ last Friday.. I got my hair cellophaned… hell yah… I don’t have any idea how it works and for what?! Hahaha!! It’s just sounds good… that’s all and the result what great..^_^ my hair is straighter and shinier..^_^ and then that afternoon josh dropped by our house.. After we ate our merienda.. my mom and josh had an endless chat at the dining room!! As in define endless!!!! I wasn’t with them I was sitting at the sala and I can over hear them but I was not eavesdropping!!! Duh?! As if I’m interested?! Hai.. I’ve finished reading the whole broadsheet and I have charged two cell phones and they’re still not done!! I walked to my room and unintentionally banged the door shortly my mom came it and said sorry.. she knew I’m upset. And then I cried.. as in.. hai.. I don’t really know what I felt that very moment all I know is that I don’t like the way things are going… I know it was really an immature thing to do.. but hey.. I can’t always to things that I’m suppose to do when I’m supposed to do it. In times like this I just wanted to act out on what I feel… =c well, after dinner josh and I had a little chat outside.. I have let him read the blog that I made for us.. he didn’t say anything cause he said he wanted to think for the best words to say… isn’t that sweet?! It was really funny seeing josh evolve from a close friend to a sweetie boyfriend.. he wants to embrace me all the time… sweet kisses.. and I love them all..

mahal lang talaga kita..^_^

Today->

Peace na kami…^_^ last night kasi eh.. he texted me.. sabi nia, “uy.. Sory na.. gcng kpb?” and then hindi ako nag reply (taray ba?) tapos paggising k ohm.. inexpect ko na may text siya.. hehe ans sabi ko maganda un text na un…^_^ pagtingin ko sa cellphone ko meron nga…^_^ sabi niya, “Gudnyt na po.. sory if I made a mess.. swtdreams.. I mis u..” aww… si josh ba un? Sweet namn… kanina afterlunch naisip ko text ko na siya… so I explained na..^_^

SAi: hay… paxnxa ka na ha.. naintindihan naman kita eh.. pwo di ko masabing ok lang.. siguro na disappoint lang ako. Blah…blah… peace^_^ ..mz u na..

Josh: haha.. ok lng.. kasalanan ko din naman kc..ü hehe..

Sai: naintindihan naman kita eh. La ka kasalanan lam ko naman na hindi pde plagi mo ko smahan

Josh: Oo naman.. im always hir naman 4 u kso my mga sitwasyon na ganun..ü (konyo ka?naman)—pero hindi sweet talaga..^_^

Sai: dpat lang..ü kea nga eh ok lng..ü

Josh: Hehe.. Yey! Ok na..ü

Sai: drama mo kc jan eh

Josh: hah? Ako pa un??

Sai: ^_^ mwuah oo kw un

Josh: aba, yoko ng mgxplain..ü bsta tpos na.. love you..ü

Sai: Yaw m n pla mgxpln eh bzta kw un..=p love you too..ü

Josh: Tas pg ngexplain ako sbhn m and hot ko.. hay hnd ko alam.. Teka, mgayos lng ako.. Maligo pa. Alis kc kami. Cmba at punta s lolo ko.

Sai: Oo na po tama na..ü love naman kita eh wg k n mgxpln..ü mwuah ngatz kau

oct 30-31

Monday, Oct. 30

I went to Glorieta alone...^_^ pero nagkita kami ni mama dun... I bought a new rubber shoes for my football (PE) it’s from LA gear. Its name is Carissa and it’s the latest model. It’s cute nga eh kasi it has no strings..natatakot lang ako baka kapag sumipa ako sumama siya.. well, mejo malaboo naman manyari un kasi tingin ko tatakbo lang ako dun.. titili.. tatakbo titili..^_^ hehehe tapos madadapa..^_^

Tuesday, Oct, 31

Wheew.. bilis ng araw… last week na ng sembreak.. and Tuesday na!!! Yesterday Naisip ko gusto ko na magpagupit.. at first I was hesitant eh kasi eh baka ubusin nanaman nila hair ko.. so I planned to change my salon.. dati kasi sa going straight ako nagpapagupit.. try ko naman sa bench fix para magkaron ng extra style and hair ko..^_^may bangs na ko!! ^_^ and ganda naman ung gupit..^_^ hai.. mejo tampo ako kay josh kasi hindi niya ko sinamahan, dapat kasi siya kasama ko.. and dapat din magkikita kami ni Argie pero kasi eh sabi niya alis daw siya agad so kala ko mag-isa lang ako..=c kea un. Di naman dahil sa hindi niya ko sinamahan.. well, kasi aalis siya.. and sinabi din niya na hindi siya sure. Na-disappoint lang siguro ko.. ayaw ko na kasi ng mga ganun na situation. Ung hindi sure.. tapos mag-expect ako kahit na nga ganun tapos hindi tuloy.. hai.. kala ko kasi di manyayari un sa kanya eh.. I tried to pretend na ok lang.. naintindihan ko naman kasi siya eh. Pero hindi kasi ok ung pkiramdam ko kea un hindi ko nalang siya tinext kahapon para din na ko magpretend. Naiyak ako konti kasi nga naisip ko.. kung simple friends lang kami di sana nanyayari to..=c pero aus lang kasama talga un eh..

oct 26-29

Hmmm.. ok.. it has been a week since I last log-in here..^_^ I have a lot of stories to tell and I’m not sure if I can type them all hehe..ok here we go…

Thursday, Oct. 26

Nagpunta kami ng SM ni Josh with my MOM^_^. Bumili kasi kami ng gift for Cel, coz it’s her birthday on Saturday.. Dapat kasi sasama ako kanila taba sa Mall of Asia coz di pa ko nakakapunta don!! Kawawa naman ako.. =c kaso si Taba kasi nagtext siya sakin the nioght before tulog na ko 8 pala call time.. eh 8 ako nagising so din a ko kasama? Hehe and sabi ni mama la naman daw ako mabibili dun.. Tinanong ko na si Joshua the night before if pede nia ko samahan bumili ng gift for Cel and siya din naman kasi we’re both invited.. Pero sabi niya baka daw kasi punta sila sa pagean ni Lei (mr. and Ms. JPIA Philippines) Ibang level kasi siya hehe.. balita ko she won kaso 1st runner-up lang.. taray diba.. well, back to the story so un nga di kasi sure si Josh so I asked my mother instead if she can accompany me. And then that morning I asked Josh if natuloy sila sabi niya hindi daw siya sasama kasi nga malayo, sa Antipolo pa kasi yun. So inaya ko nalang siya sumama sakin. Sabi ko din kasama si mama. Sabi naman ni mama ok lang kahit kaming dalawa nalang.. pero gusto din niya kasi umalis so 3 kami..^_^ nahihiya nga daw si Josh eh pero.. hello!!! Hehe Mama ko naman un and close naman sila eh..^_^ and then when we got there I saw this cute banig bag sa Filipiniana section.. sabi ko I wanted to see more options pero kasi eh baka mawala na siya so ayun.. I bought it na agad.. si josh naman he wanted to give Cel chocolates para tumaba siya hehe.. she’s kinda skinny kasi eh. And dahil madaming trick or treat stuffs naisip naming na bumili ng pumpkin bag and lagayan naming ng mga chocolate treats…^_^ cute diba? Hehe.. and then that night sabi ni josh sakin ako nalang daw magdala at nahihiya siya.. hmp! Super cute kea!! Hai.. may ga tao lang talaga na hindi ganun ka opensa mga weird ideas… nakakatuwa nga un eh. And then this day has ended…

Friday, Oct. 27

Nothing much happened… it’s kidna boring nga ata eh? Hehe.. ay no.. nag-confess pala ako sa Landayan..^_^ I’m pure again.. hai.. magpapakabait na ko…0;-)

Saturday, Oct. 28

It’s Cel’s 18th Birthday!! And may party!!! It’s a formal party and then after swimming naman..too bad I wasn’t allowed to swim.. hmp.. kaines nga eh kasi kasama ko na nga josh to be my lifeguard di parin pede? Wawa ako..pero aus lang.. hai… di ko mamkkwento buong araw na to dahil feeling ko sobrang haba nia.. kea siguro bulleted form nalang?! Hehe..

• Cel called me at noon and asked me if I can burn her a cd for her 18 roses
• I’ve wasted so much time and cd’s for that coz my bro’s cd’s are not working!
• I was asked to go there early because of the cd’s (di pa anmaan ako sanaya dumating ng maaga sa party.. naman…)
• And then nag-curl ako ng hair.. my mom bought a new curler kasi from Avon.. mas makapal un diameter nia compare sa curler ko dati.. well un nga lang mabili siya mawala
• Hirap mag-curl tapos before the party my hair was wavy nalang! Hmp
• We got there (Josh and I) super early!!! Hai..
• We’re bit shy coz Cel is not there yet so instead we just stay outside and wait for other friends to come..
• Dahil sobrang tagal nila we went to Mcdonalds and just chilled in.. hehe… we were on our pambahay look and I was in curls and make-up.. kakahiya ba? Well carry lang..^_^ while Jhana and Carin are in their party looks hehe..
• Grabe 6:30 palang we’re there na. and then nagstart na xa siguro 9:30? Saya diba?
• Well after the 18 usual blah-blah… disco party!!! Yeah!!! Masaya kaso nakakahiya kasi nandun din classmates ni Cel sa FEU and mejo madami sila hehe..
• And then after ng party.. change na ulit ako sa pambahay outfit ko.. from glamour to FAB?! Haha… i love my pamabahay outfits… maong shorts and a plain shirt and my flops..^_^
• Swimming sila
• Tambay kami ni Joshua..(sweet-sweetan)
• Kumakanta sila
• Join din kami
• Nga pala may live band!! Yeah!
• Then inagaw nila lena ung mic… tuwang-tuwa lahat ng tao sa kanila. Galing kasi eh
• swimming ulit sila.. tambay ulit kami inggit talaga ako…=c
• antok na ko sobra.. alang place para matulog kea un.. tambay lang.
• umaga na.. tamabay parin kanta ulit. Tambay sa labas.
• Uwian na..^_^
• Tulog sa bahay.. gising ng hapon.
• Simba. Di sumama si Joshua.
• Nakita ko si Marian.
• Uwi na.
• Bahay na ulit. Tulog.

THIS IS SUCH A DAY!!

Wheew…. Today (this is new ha!!) is clearance day... last night I can’t sleep.. I was worrying a lot… i thought I was ok with my grades.. But then last night a thought came… what if I failed? What will I do? Josh was super paranoid over his grades even after the finals week.. even rea and pat.. I think everybody else was really worried about their grades.. except me..^_^ but not until last night…=c

This morning.. tanghali (contradicting ba? Basta!!) na kami umalis ni Joshua.. I mean it’s later than usual.. so ayun.. sobra traffic and nakakahilo… di pa kami nakakalayo nahihilo na ko.. parang bagong sakay lang ako sa bus.. hai.. grabe and Josh feels the same way too.. natatawa na nga lang kmai eh.. pero hai when we alighted the bus we were so excessively thankful!!! And of course we headed to the church but before we enter the church.. CR muna!!! I really feel like I was gonna puke na talaga!! It’s a good thing mejo nahiya ata because there is a large number of girls inside the comfort room..^_^ and then.. we prayed after (as usual) hai.. sabi ko lang kay God.. “God, please.. let me PASS all my subjects…” and then when we got there at AMV.. oooppss!! May bago sa entrance!!! Hehehe..^_^ the floor was inclined na… no need to watch your step.. ay no pala.. baka kasi mag-slip ka..^_^ (si dean talaga…_ _ _ _ _ _!) hai when I was falling in line I’m really feel uneasy.. what if there is a FAILED mark on my clearance? Parang result ng qualifying exam ung tatanggapin ko.. and then when I got there I presented my ID mentioned my section (2A5) Ma’am Mendoza gave my clearance…WOOOHHHOOOO!! I PASSED!!!!! Hai.. thank GOD!!!

9am palang kasi and today is also enrolment day.. but we have to wait until 2pm pa.. imagine that!!! Hmm.. pede naman na kasi mag-enrol agad.. but we still have to wait for Lyn’s certification of grade (she’s a scholar kasi) unfortunately hindi siya nakap-enrol dahil tomorrow pa daw i-i-issue ung grades niya… she was crying gna kanina eh.. kasi she was suppose to go home(CABANATUAN, NUEVA ECIJA) na kasi . PEro I think ayos lang yun kasi she got many blessings naman today… aside from being a scholar she’s a dean’s lister too…

and then nag-enrol na kami… FOOTBALL, pe naming!!! Hahaha!!! Goodluck sakin sa pagiging clumsy ko sana makaranas akong sumipa ng bola kapag totoong game na?! hehe… Kasama ko sila Lyn, Rea, Racel, mga friends ni josh… and si Josh! (actually napilitan lang siya.. wala kasi siyang ibang kasama kapag nag-iba siya ng PE…^_^ haggard siya kasi 7-11 and 12-3 class niya tapos 3-5 pa PE…^_^ good luck sa kanaya diba?^_^

sched ko…

MWF
9-10----RC
10-11---SCL3
11-12---ACC3
12-1----ACC3
1-2-----BA5

TTHS
8-9---------ECO2A
9-10--------ENG104
10-11-------MATH108D
11-12TTH--COMPLEC
1-4TH------COMPLAB
3-5T--------FBC3

you know what?

The Party People//*

from foka's bulletin... ^_^


On the very first day, God created the cow. He
said to the cow, "Today I have created you! As a
cow, you must go to the field with the farmer all
day long. You will work all day under the sun! I
will give you a life span of 50 years."

The cow objected, "What? This kind of a tough
life you want me to live for 50 years? Let me have
20 years, and the 30 years I’ll give back to you."
So God agreed.

On the second day, God created the dog. God said
to the dog, "You are supposed to do is to sit all
day by the door of your house. Any people that
come in, you will have to bark at them! I’ll give
a life span of 20 years."

The dog objected, "What? All day long to sit
by the door? No way! I give you back my other 10
years of life!" So God agreed.

On the third day, God created the monkey. He said
to the monkey, "Monkeys have to entertain people.
You’ve got to make them laugh and do monkey
tricks. I’ll give you 20 years life span."

The monkey objected. "What? Make them laugh?
Do monkey faces and tricks? Ten years will do,
and
the other 10 years I’ll give you back." So God
agreed.

On the fourth day, God created man and said to
him, "Your job is to sleep, eat, and play. You
will enjoy very much in your life. All you need to
do is to enjoy and do nothing. This kind of life,
I’ll give you a 20 year life span."

The man objected. "What? Such a good life!
Eat, play, sleep, do nothing? Enjoy the best and
you expect me to live only for 20 years? No way,
man!…Why don’t we make a deal? Since the cow
gave
you back 30 years, and the dog gave you back 10
years and the monkey gave you back 10 years, I
will take them from you! That makes my life span
70 years, right?" So God agreed.

And that is why…In our first 20 years, we eat,
sleep, play, enjoy the best and do nothing much.
For the next 30 years, we work all day long,
suffer and get to support the family. For the next
10 years, we entertain our grandchildren by making
monkey faces and monkey tricks. And for the last
10 years, we stay at home, sit by the front door
and bark at people!

reandom thoughts

hmmm... you know what? yesterday? hehe... hmmm... tingin ko dapat yeterday diaries tawag sa blog ko eh? hmm.. niweiz.. nothing really exceptional happened yesterday except for nakausap ko si josh kagabi hmm.. la lang.. nalala ko dati we used to talk until dawn.. about anything under the sun.. i never got bored talking to him.. kahit na halos buong buhay ko na siya kasama.. masya naman kasi siya kausap eh.. hmm... something super funny happened kagabi.. hahaha... kasi I'm using a cordless phone so uso sa kanya ma-lowbat.. so aun.. dahil sa tagal namin mag-usap bigla nalang may malakas na buzzer and then the line went dead..

nag-text ako sa kanya sabi ko "hahahaha... lowbat na"

nagreply xa sabi niya, "hmm...sabi na.. hehe nakakatawa may malakas na buzzer parang gameshow.." ^_^

and then i replied, "hahahaha.. umiinon ako ng 2big nun nabasa ko ung txt mo.. ayan 2loy tagal ko makrecover.. game over na daw.. hahahaha"

so instead na mainis ako dahil nalowbat ung phone tawa lang ako ng tawa.. dahil sa sobrang tawa hindi tuloy ako inaantok.. pero i tried to sleep...^_^

kanina...(bago yan ah?!)

nagtext si rea.. tinext daw siya ni Aubry.. worried siya kasi bigayan ng clearance nila ngayon.. baka may bagsak si Aubry kea siya nagtext pero kasi eh hindi na siya nagreply ulit... ayan nag-aalala nadin ako.. kasi eh ung English nia agi siya hindi umaatend dun and minsan ako kasma nia.. pag friday kasi ako kasama nia kapag vacant na 3-4 pero minsan hindi na siya nagcclass ng 4-5 kasi nga kasama nia ako.. kea un nakokonsensya naman ako ngayon.. hai sana ok lang siya.. si aubry palagi nalang may bagsak.. hai.. kelan kea siya matututo? sana sooner..

kwek-kwek hunting...

hai.. yesterday (as always).. hehehe... Joshua and I were suppose to accompany my mom to hear the mass here in our village, but Josh wanted to see our pals at the church downtown so we attended the mass there. Unfortunately, none of them were there!!! We’re supposed to have a party but the birthday celebrant can’t come because she’s still in Novaliches and it’s already 7pm when they headed home. So due to the postponement of the party nobody came to hear the mass last night!! Josh was a bit disappointed because he really missed our friends. Then he said after the mass he wanted to buy kwek-kwek.. and ok off we go.. hunting for kwek-kwek.. we found one store but it only sells large kwek-kweks.. and he doesn’t want those kind of kwek-kweks because he said it’s messy to eat. So we looked for more, unluckily we didn’t find any..=c then he saw some mangoes, then he said he wanted those.. but he said he haven’t eaten dinner yet so he rejected the thought of buying mangoes… (ohh.. fickle-fickle!!) and then he said he wanted ice cream, but he has colds and is not allowed to eat or drink anything cold. I was a bit hungry because we have been walking around the plaza for quite some time now. So headed to Greenwich I ordered some nachos and a strawberry shake. And Josh was still craving for kwek-kweks!!! And he saw the bakeshop in front of Greenwich, he said he wanted a cinnamon roll, so after I ate we went to the bakeshop and looked for cinnamon rolls.. unfortunately… they have ran out of cinnamon rolls… poor Josh he never got anything he wanted..=c and then he said again he wanted an ice cream so even though he’s not allowed to take anything cold I just let him buy what he wanted since he never got a chance to buy kwek-kweks..^_^ and then went back to the church to buy some sampaguita.. oh how I missed those little sampaguita girls haven’t talked to them since I became busy.. which I can’t remember when.. and then we headed home.. I hope josh had satisfied himself with the ice cream..^_^ but I know he still wanted to buy kwek-kweks..^_^

movie day..^_^

yesterday(again)... hehe.. nagpasama ako kay Joshua sa school kukuha kasi ako ng transcript of resords.. mag-apply kasi ako ng passport..^_^ I'm planning to shop abroad kasi eh? hahaha..^_^ and then sabi ko sa kanya tambay kami sa ATC after.. sabi naman niya nood daw kami movie so.. ok sige.. then after sa school punta kami ng Festival mall kasi ang gusto niyang panoorin is 'Til I met You' hehe... kamusta naman un diba? hindi ko na-imagine sarili ko nanonood nun.. eh kaso gusto niya so go nadin ako..^_^ well, ok naman siya... comedy and love story.. hmm.. kala ko nga di sila magkakatuluyan eh.. dati ok sakin ung ganun eh kaso nakadalawang movie na ko na hindi nagkatuluyan ung girl and guy.. so parang gusto ko naman ng happy ending.. corny pa nga ng ending eh.. kala ko naging artista na si Luisa un pala saleslady lang ng WOW magic sing?! hahaha... kamusta naman xa diba? hmm.. yesterday was a happy day.. sayang we don't have longer time.. and sabagay pagod nadin kaming dalawa.. libutin ba naman kasi lahat ng store na may rubber shoes?! hehehe.. hmm.. si Joshua lang ung know ko na guy na nakakatagal sa mall.. tumining ng kung anu-ano.. kasi ung iba mainipin.. tapos ayaw pumasok ng mga stores.. pero si Joshua siya pa ung nag-aaya..^_^ kea nga nagkakasundo kami dun eh.. hai... i'm so glad i took the risk.. naku kung hindi e di super boring na ng sembreak ko.. di lang yun.. pati buhay ko diba?! naku-naku.. I LOVE YOU!!! wag ka na aalis ah?!

evrything's fine..

Hai.. yesterday was such a day.. Josh and I watched movie together here in our house.. we watched “ It Runs in The Family” and “Bring It On-All or Nothing” both movies were great.. ^_^ It was really funny because the two of us never thought that this day could ever happen.. we have watched movies together but yesterday was different.. hmm.. It feels the same as before—it was just like watching movies with your male friend giving some comments and all.. but I don’t know… there’s something.. ^_^ I’m watching movies in our house with my BOYFRIEND!!! This is the first time it ever happened to me!!! And I never thought this could happen ever!!!^_^ with my mom preparing food for us?! Haii… grabe I need someone to pinch me to know if this is real..

And then after ng movies we talked.. nakakatuwa kasi we should have talked about these things pero now lang siya na-open.. we were both busy kasi eh.. kea yun. I asked him what really happened ba? How come he had fallen for me? Well, di ko siya ma-explain pero while he talks I was blushing..^_^ He may have not said the right words but it feels soo right..^_^ And then we went outside eh kasi nahihiya daw siya sa mom ko.. tapos dun kami nag-usap.. madami kami pinag-usapan.. mga things na dapat i-open.. mga feelings na dapat sabihin.. I asked him kung anu ba talaga nanyari sa kanya.. siya rin naman kasi di niya alam.. pero here’s something na he said.. it’s not exactly what he said pero it goes something like this.. Kasi kaw yung person nanagparamadam sakin na special ako.. sakin naman Ginagawa ko naman sa lahat ng tao un kea sabi ko sa kanya eh what if there are other people like me diba? Tapos sabi nia kasi iba ka naman sa kanila..^_^ hai.. yah nga naisip ko rin noh.. no one can replace the 10 years friendship diba? Then sinabi ko nadin na kala ko dati si Lei ung gusto niya.. sabi naman nia iba si Lei iba din ako. So aun..

Sabi din nia he never thought that these things will happen.. kasi parang kelan lang tinutukso kaming dalawa tapos ngayon boyfriend ko na siya.. Ako din naisip ko din yun na parang totoo ba to? Di pa kasi siya nag-sisink-in sa utak ko.. para kasing ganun padin katulad dati na we’re friends… well ok naman un diba? At least friends and turingan namin.. Iba talaga ung feeling na nakatingin siya sa mata habang nag-uusap kau.. something that I have been longing for in a relationship.. na sabihin niya sayo na mahal ka niya habang nakatingin siya sa mata mo.. basta nararamdaman ko I’m lucky to have him here in my life..^_^

And then sabi ko sa kanya since alam na ng mama ko siya naman magsabi sa daddy ko.. grabe.. parehas kaming kinakabahan.. napaka-unpredictable kasi ni daddy eh.. baka magalit siya.. pero naiisip ko naman kasi gusto din naman nia si Joshua eh.. kea un.. after siguro ng ilang hours of agony.. ayun.. we have gathered all the courage and then pumasok na kami sa haouse and then sinabi na niya sa daddy ko.. my gulay!!! My dad was so happy as in grabe.. hai.. sobrang nakahinga ako ng maluwag don.. bilis ng mag panyayari… and see my parents know na he’s already my boyfriend and he’s free to be here anytime.. hai.. saya… THANK GOD! Ito siguro kapalit ng paghihirap ko naung 1st sem.. and mas lalo ko pang aayusin pag-aaral ko kasi malaki ang expectation ng parents ko sakin.. and sana nga tumagal kami.. hindi lang basta tatagal.. sana we’ll have a great relationship..^_^